I honestly don't know how I could have coped today if it wasn't for Pokeninjagirl. - Julie. In recent months she and I didn't work out and I met someone else, but that someone else has suddenly turned an about face and is keeping me in the dark. She is an amazing woman of faith, but today I got personal news about her that may affect my relationship with her and her family in which I should find that out tonight.
All the while, God has given me the opportunity in the last two weeks to get to know Julie better and due to today's events I'm glad that He did. I have been beside myself for the last couple of hours and may remain that way until 9:39 when I hope to receive either the good news or bad news.
Whatever happens, I will still love her, but my love for Julie is grown. I don't know what may transpire between Julie and I, but it's safe to say that my friendship with her has grown a lot closer in the last couple of months. I will not take her for granted any longer.
I love you Julie and thank you for being by my side.